If you are talking about Bella, I’m a girl born in 1995. I’m brazilian, more precisely from Petrópolis.
There are many sides of Bella that you can ask about, but they all are conected, that’s for sure. You can ask about Bella The Writer, Bella The Singer, Bella The Student, Bella The Queer(lol), etc. For example, I have 4 heteronomous! But anyway, that’s none of your business! (lol)
If you ever saw a Yushin Bella, Kuroneko Bella, or something related to Placebo or Gravitation Bella-chan.. I believe you saw me!
But, as it’s a blog for my writing, I guess I should talk about Bella The Writer, and that’s when you see that any of my sides ARE conected.
When I was a chid, I loved cartoons(and I still do), specially the japanese ones. Animes. Also, my sisters used to bring subbed animes and mangas. I was very young when I decided I wanted to be a mangaka, basically a manga writer! But with the time and with people saying that I wouldn’t make it, I gave up, yes. So.. mangaka without Japan. Comic writer without drawings. A WRITER!
With the time I started to write fanfics, but even with the amazing books I read it was very difficult for me to write without pictures to help. I thought it all was very dry, and the smileys helped me a lot when I was writing about animes. When I was a child I put two girls to fall in love, but in a very soft way and never being declared. When I was 12(I suppose), I watched Gravitation completely (I tried when I was a child, but the sub was in English and it wasnt the same to watch with my sis translating simultaneously) and it was done, I became a COMPLETE fangirl yaoi. From that time I started writing stuff with homo or bissexuality very often. But, no matter how nice my ideas seemed and how I enjoyed writing, I never managed to finish a fic… until I fell in love with Placebo, a band.
Placebo didn’t change my world as Gravitation did, but they completed it in MANY ways. They woke me up for music, FOR REAL, they made me put my heart into many things, made me listen to a song with my heart and also, I didn’t like poems before because I couldn’t understand them. Somehow, after Placebo and because of the amazing writers that so many Placebo fans are, I started to understand them better and even to write them. And after reading BRILLIANT bandfics, I decided to swallow my shame and write one too. And now I’m working very hard on it, and yes, I will finish it.
You might think “what a band has to do with writing?”. Placebo is not only a band. Most of all, their songs contain feelings, and feelings when used with wisdom become art. I guess that’s the explanation.
Thank you for reading.
